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Jigs and Lures- Strong Bad This is a good one.... i like the end a lot..

Lalalalalalalala...... la.... la. Hiding behind walls of glass, Transparent, I'm feeling vulnerable. You can see right through me. Though my thoughts, my dreams My hope and fears my eyes are searching. Looking for a way out. This closet is locking my soul, you won't find it today these walls have turned to stone now my feeling bounce softly around. All i see is more of me. You made me reflect my distance. When did my walls become mirrors? I'm looking for a way out. I found the key In this empty closet. It's me. Will the door open? Hello Good Afternoon and goodnight....

Your head's so filled with thought, you can't use your imagination. Like a sky so filled of stars, you can't find a constellation, and everyone's so sensitive, to any bad vibrations. You're so impressing, while we're regressing Cause I don't mean to piss you off, with things I might say. When I try to shut my mouth, they come out anyway There's nothing I believe in more, than my own insignificance. So why does everybody think, my words can make a difference

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well, just about a week's full of goodness went by... overall, it was fun... nothing spectacular... i got a haircut today... don't like it as usual.... oh well though, who do i need to impress.... anyway.. right now i'm just chillin in el roomo.. doing laundry and eating a can of pineapples and just kickin back.... .: Thought :. I live for the nights I won't remember, with the friends I won't forget.

Sweetness.. total sweetness.. KARALEE FREAKIN HAS HER CONDO!! ITS GONNA BE SO FREAKIN TIGHT!! she's gonna make it all sorts of cool.. plus shes gonna be livin with emily and ashley... how cools that gonna be? i'm gonna tell you.... SO COOL THAT ITS INSANELIKEAMEXICANDRIVINGACHEVYWITHALAWNMOWERAND12OTHERGUYSINTHEBACKOFIT!!!!!!! yea well, i'm excited, probably more than i could show, just cuz i'm sometimes not really all there spazticly... but anyway, it was cool, she got her junk all done with ehr locks and what not... she even got mail when she was there.. it was a bill, but it was freakin cool anyway... yea, after all that excitement was done, we just went down to walmart to meet ashley and tried to get some boxes... we weren't too successful, but we got a couple from ino.. anyway, afterall that jazz we went back down to her condo just to show emily, ashley and the gang that arrived around.. and that was about it..... .: Thought :. I guess my silence means your dumb..... sucka.... hah.. take that...

Support Bacteria -- It's the only culture some people have Today was freakin cool, excluding the fact that i was sick and that i didn't go to church.... went to go have some grub @ bills house for easter and stuff... got to meet the family, chilled there for a while, then headed back to my pad where we burned a grip of cd's... i think i increased his library by at least 20 or 22 cds.. it was the shiznit... plus we had fun doing miscellanous jack crap... even better, later on in the day, karalee and ashley come over to chill for a bit... that was just cool itself... we chilled some more while karalee played this game on my phone and was determine to break every record on it.. i guess she's got the title of "Crazy-insane-girl-who-is-compulsively-obsessed-with-breaking-high-scores-and-records" on this side of the world.... well, and she did break the records set... although she won't be "Crazy-insane-girl......." for long... after it was midnight.. we headed to blueberry hill to grab some grub.... so yea, it was fun, loved it.. fun stuff... mmmm yea..... .: Thought :. To understand attraction to the opposite sex is to understand quantum physics in french. upsidedown, and rotated 87 degrees..

If a kid asks where rain comes from, I think a cute thing to tell him is "God is crying." And if he asks why God is crying, another cute thing to tell him is "Probably because of something you did."

well....... .: Thought :. What else may i do for you...

Can you feel the love tonight.....(tonight) Not really... well kinda.. sorta... well anyway... its been fun lately though.. i've been hangin out with bill.. he's a pretty cool kid... we like a lot of the same stuff... one thing that i found interesting was that he liked Dots as much as i do... kinda fun... its fun, i stayed over at his house last night and just chilled with him... it was fun and junk we just talked about a whole lotta junk.. mainly girls and stuff... him and this girl brooke hehe... well, we talked about that for a long time we just stopped for a while cuz we were tired... then outta no where we talked about AJ and junk... now that was way whacked out... guy never liked me... i thought that was funny (although i kinda already knew that)... from what i heard... aj thought that i was some kind of threat... i thought that more amusing.... moving on... we kept talkin and stuff and we both decided that Krunk from Emperor's new groove was the best disney character ever... well, he even has his own theme song... at the time we were watching that movie... and dang, this guy has a pretty nice sound system at home... his front speakers are outrageously huge... sounds nice with starwars and whatnot... he just needs one of the freakin big home theater subs... then it would be complete... Well kimball is outta town and junk, i talked to him and his mom today.. i guess they're holdin up out there... its been the normal life rollercoaster ( totally knows what she means) as she says... she's just happy that some of the family is out there with them... kimball, hyrum, faith... kimball's gonna have a blast... in the mean time, his family is letting me use thier car.. pretty nice of them. as for me? i'm doing alright, i'm hangin in there, waiting for the 12th round to end.. work is just annoying the living hell out of me.. i really do NOT want to be there, although i have been getting some nice hours the past 3 days... but still, i really don't want to be there... i've been having some fun chillin with bill and scott and kimball and karalee... its been really fun actually... and its great cuz with bill around... he knows what i feel like in certain situations... such as my car... and how there is just about no chance with ashley but might as well still be cool and junk (although i never really thought of ever just stopping a friendship just cuz i'm a loner)... Bill scott and i all have been bowling for hte past 3 days... and i'm freakin sore/tired... not really tired of it, but just physically tired...... this day went pretty well... could've used some time with karalee, but what can you do.... one thing that does bug me right now is that Lyra booked outta my window sometime tonight/today.... i'll keep the window open just incase she wants to come back... karalee has got the deal on a Black 2001 Toyota Corolla Type S... i'm so stoked for her... freakin nice cars.... and her condo jazz is all coming to a close!! her life is finally taking a good turn around the track... i'm really glad for her... now hopefully she'll be able to settle back down and everything.... i want to be able to be as close to her as i was before... i feel like i'm drifting away, i'm "handling it", but its just hard... i've been really self consious about myself around her for some odd reason, its kinda hard to be myself lately just cuz i want to i guess you can say, fit in or fit back into the picture... in whatever goes on though, she'll be one of my best friends. oh yea, did i mention that i'm freakin stoked that she's getting a freakin corolla!!!! YEA BABY!!!!! COROLLA'S RULE!! (and to think, i drive a honda..... oh well) WoOT WOOOT .: Thought :. When are my turns going to come around?

ahh who cares... better enjoy life as it comes right now... cuz i know i'll be regretting it later... hell, i'll be cryin for these days in the future... I got my phone to work well and junk.. after forever on the freakin phone with sprint guys who were extremely nice and what not.... karalee is interested in a corolla.. kinda makes me jealous but happy.. it'll be freakin cool, i just wish i had the money and the equipment to get my freakin engine swapped out and running... ugh.. its like i have a car, it runs but it doesn't run well... so its kinda useless.. bill was sayin at least it runs... i just laughed... his car should be in the process of running in the next coming months.. he'll prolly get it done before i get all my crx crap done... insaneness.. .: Thought :. Blah Blah Blah... who needs girls... i can just hear about them from other people and its more entertainment than i can imagine

it was fun... it was nice... i wish things were the same... its still fun, its still nice... but i wish things were still the same... but it will never be, so i'll let go of it sometime in my life.... i bowled like crap tonight.... i just didnt do too well... i suck or something... crap on my mind? didn't think i had any... i guess i'm just still bothered.. it doesn't matter though... bill and scott and i had some fun... just chillin and junk it.. just good fun, didn't have to do anything just chilled.... i'm done.. i dont get life sometimes... .: Thought :. Why... Must i think? Must i love? Must i act? Must i live the way i do? .: <^> :. I'm really okay... i just need to get hit up with some lovin... or so i was told.....

Well, yesterday i got a new phone and what not, that was cool... scott helped me out with the downpayment since i didn't have the cash on me... chilled with karalee and ashley later on that night.. today was alright.... went to work.. i was a little upbeat and what not... went to court after that... i fell asleep on the ride there and back.. but i got all my charges dismissed.. that was pretty cool... afterwards.. went home.. got picked up by scott.. went to taco bell.. went to ino 165 to meet karalee and what not.. went to creamy creations... met up with ashley there... went to walmart... went to karalee's house... ashley went home... went to 5 and diner to meet with kimball jolynn and missy... met up with weston after that... went to fridays... went home... busy i guess... i should probably work on being more mellow like i told myself before... i feel like people are sick of me... .: Thought :. insignificant... unintelligent.. annoying.. empathetic... to others different... discontented... mindless... unique... to myself

Feelin a little bit better... kinda tired... still talking to ashley online... and i have no idea what we're talking about cuz i'm insane and i'm losin my mind and stuff..... don't really remember anything from earlier tonight... blah... .:[Quote]:. And I just stood there until the fire department came and broke the lock with a crowbar and I had to spend the next six weeks in lip rehab with this kid named Oscar who got stung by a bee right on the lip and we couldn’t even talk to each other until the fifth week because both our lips were so swollen and when he did start speaking he spoke polish and I only knew like three words in polish except now I know four because Oscar taught me the word for lip, “Usta”.

Blah..... .:[Quote]:. How you solve your problems is what make you the person you are. -Ashley Squires

Well, i'm cleaning my room, doing my laundry, typing on this deal, and putting up with the frustration with life and emotions that are attached with it. I think thats talent. There are always days that i feel like cleaning.. as i think back, its mostly when i'm not satisfied with who others think i am. Maybe its my fault that i put out the impression that someone that they think i am. I guess they get used to it, i mean, with all the mood changes.. either pissed one day, sad the other or losing my pants on the others... I dont know what to do with my room, i've changed it a little, but i want to do more... i'm a little lazy and feeling the hours hit me from the past couple days, so i think i'll just do a little more then call it good. As for laundry, i've got a hallway to do... well not really, maybe just a basketful. I found more pictures... they make me sad, i miss the days that we had when all we strived for was fun. I have three pictures that i've found which i'd like to revisit.. I also found a grip of change and a couple little things that i'd like to burn. And wow, i never knew i had soo many pink and white pens... and dang, you know those little yellow balls that you shoot out of some air soft guns? um yea, found a bunch of those too... i bet i'll find some more junk... i already found some of todd's socks... Someone stole my cell yesterday off of Scott's car... i guess the guy had chapped lips.. the guy stole my chapstick too..... Yesterday was... alright... ups and downs mostly... Scott took me down to ashley's house, i felt kinda distant this time at that place. scott took off afterwards.. we drove down to my ino where i chilled for a while and did some crap to larry's truck... i think he's kinda pissed and i got this feeling that he's going to put me in the dining room for the next 5 months... some small things happened and i got kambode to show up... it was nice to have kimball around... dont know what i'd do without him... well, after that, karalee just kinda took off with levi ari (spelling?) and ashley... kimball and i were kinda like, um.. ok, jerks... but then later on felt a little better when rolled down the window on the expressway and told us to go to the stratosphere. Heh, well we got there and walked around an whatnot.. i had some change and called phil.. he was at home... then i had to wait in a line to get some more change from a chick that was all sorts of pissy and made me buy a small drink. then i called karalee and found that she was at the top of the stratos... well kimball and i didn't feel like going up there nor had the money to go up there so we said that we'd chill up in the car.. well, we had some time so we had some fun being stupid with miscellaneous items in different shops. and we also got jipped from a freakin air hockey machine... i was going to win dang it.... we got to the car and chilled and talked bout a bunch of junk... then decided to crash until karalee showed up... (dont ask about what we'd do if she didn't show up).... afterwards, we went to luv-it custard and had some pina colada custard and headed over to karalee's place where we just hung out and junk... then we went home... and taht's that this mornin i went to kimballs for general conference and to fix his comp.. that was it...... i'm done.. .: Thought :. My fingers feel like they've been smashed by my refrigerator.

What is worse than knowing something you really didn't want to know? Thinking about it. Thats whats worse. I feel like i'm being annoying and people are avoiding me with thier life. I think its because i'm asian.. who knows, who cares.. I have my dreams and stars. .: Thought :. Why can't i be me when i want to be me... especially when i know i'm not me

You know you're from Chicago when........ Author unknown but definately a Chicagoian 1. The "Living Room" is called the "front room" 2. You don't pronounce the "s" at the end of Illinois. You become irritated at people who do. 3. You measure distance in minutes (especially "from the city"). And you swear everything is pretty much 15 minutes away. 4. You have no problem spelling or pronouncing "Des Plaines" or "Lisle". 5. Your school classes were canceled because of cold. 6. Your school classes were canceled because of heat. 7. You've had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. 8. Stores don't have sacks, they have bags. 9. You end your sentences with an unnecessary preposition. Example: "Where's my coat at?" or "If you go to the mall I wanna go with." 10. Your idea of a great tenderloin is when the meat is twice as big as the bun, "everything" is on it and a slice of dill pickle is on the side. 11. You carry jumper cables in your car. 12. You drink "pop." 13. You understand that I -290, I-90, I-94, and I-294 are all different roads. 14. You know the names of the interstates: Stevenson, Kennedy, Eisenhower, Dan Ryan, and the Edens. But you call the interstates "expressways" 15. You refer to anything South of I-80 as "Southern Illinois". 16. You refer to Lake Michigan as "The Lake". 17. You refer to Chicago as "The City". 18. "The Super Bowl" refers to one specific game in a series of 35 played in January of 1986. GO BEARS!! 19. No matter where you are, when you hear the term "Downtown" you immediately assume they're talking about Downtown Chicago. 20. You have two favorite football teams: The Bears, and anyone who beats the Packers. 21. You buy "The Trib". 22. You think 35 degrees is great weather to wash your car! 23. You know what goes on a Chicago Style Hot Dog. 24. You know what Chicago Style Pizza REALLY is. 25. You know why they call Chicago "The Windy City", and it's not because of the wind. 26. You understand what "lake-effect" means. 27. You know the difference between Amtrak and Metra, and know which station they end up at. 28. You have ridden the "L". 29. You can distinguish between the following area codes: 847, 630, 773, 708, 312, & 815 30. You have at some time in your life, used your furniture to guard your parking spot in winter. 31. You respond to the question "Where are you from" with a "side", example: "WEST SIDE", "SOUTH SIDE" or "NORTH SIDE. 32. You know what the phone number is to Empire Carpet (588-2300)

Cool times... the past couple nights were bomb diggity good for the most part... today was a different story.... School went fine... after that kimball did his little thing with the cow and the streaking and the thong and the hey hey.... i was supposed to pick him up, but he got tired of running or something and got caught...meanwhile i ran out of gas waiting for him.... that was fun... then i get to work and only did potatoes then got off... during that, i gashed my thumb pretty bad... its all good... this day better get better.... .: Thought :. Pressure's on... Ow- Pain