Well its been a while, lots of things have happened.. lots of thoughts have occured.. i dont know, its been crazy though. The small little thoughts that you have way back when seem to haunt you later on.. i mean, geez, its killin me right now. anyway, I dont know why, and i can't exactly explain it, but i've been recalling a bunch of different things at different times about different things... My past week hasn't been all that.. i didnt seem to care about anything... i actually broke down and freakin went nuts... I drove out into the middle of nowhere, i'm thinkin by summerlin, but i couldn't really tell ya.. anyway... I guess today was better than those others... its kinda hard for me to forget certain things... kinda bugs... Quote of the day- "When you have God as a friend, you can always have someone to lean on"

Supreme Court Judge challenges pot-smoking basketball player to a game Amazin what the government can do....

Hey, its about 10:11pm, and theres nothin to do. So i'm sittin here all alone, with no one to listen to my late night rambling that occurs every now and then. Right now i'd probably be chillin with my friends and acting like the normal loser i am and makin a jackass of myself while i say or do something stupid or just act stoned.... but i'm a loner and am sitting at home thinking of dumb stupid things to type about while i ramble on about how much of a loner i am and how i wish i could go out and do something other than sit around and have a bagel while thinking about the dumb mistakes i've made. Well, i might as well spend some time alone and think of some more stupid things that i would probably say in front of everyone right now, but then again, i prolly wouldn't cuz i wouldn't be in front of anyone and then i'd notice that i'm a loner again. And it begins... When i was young, my brother's friend said it was fun to stare at the sun; he didnt tell me he was blind. You know the things in shopping malls that show a map of the mall and a little star that says, "YOU ARE HERE". You have to wonder, how do they know that? When ever you feel alone, just look closely at those around you and you'll realize someone's always there for you. Unless your sitting alone at your computer typing up something like this and realize that you are a loner again...If I were a cat, some day when I fell, I think I'd throw everyone off and land on my head. If you got a pre-paid gas card, you prolly shouldn't leave it in your car, cuz if someone steals your car, then they'll get free gas too. Somedays I wish I was a fish and could swim to very lowest part of the lake where its dark and empty. That way I could take girl fish down there and make-out with them where the rest of the fish couldn't see because, dang, fish are ugly. Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end (isn't that from a song? but wow, if you think about it, its kinda trippy) Sometimes, I lie down on my bed and look at the stars in the sky, then i wonder where the heck is my ceiling? No matter where you go, you know you're there...Things are more like they are right now than they ever have been before. I think thats just about it, goodness i'm still bored and its about 11... HELP ME!!, well anyway, wasn't that fun..... Later

The Haircut: Woman 2: Oh! You got a haircut! That's so cute! Woman 1: Do you think so? I wasn't sure when she was going to give me the mirror. I mean, you don't think it's too fluffy looking? Woman 2: Oh heavens no! No, it's perfect. I'd love to get my hair cut like that, but I think my face is too wide. I'm pretty much stuck with this stuff I think. Woman 1: Are you serious? I think your face is adorable. And you could easily get one of those layer cuts - that would look so cute I think. I was actually going to do that except that I was afraid it would accent my long neck. Woman 2: Oh - that's funny! I would love to have your neck! Anything to take attention away from this two-by-four I have for a shoulder line. Woman 1: Are you kidding? I know girls that would love to have your shoulders. Everything drapes so well on you. I mean, look at my arms - see how short they are? If I had your shoulders I could get clothes to fit me so much easier. Men's Version: Man 2: Haircut? Man 1: Yeah.

10 Questions Asked of Asians 1. Where are you from? 2. No, where are you really from? 3. Do you know karate? 4. Can you see when you smile? 5. Do you eat dog? 6. What's my name in Korean? 7. What kind of computer should I buy? 8. Where did you learn to speak English so good? 9. Do you know how to use a fork? 10. Do you know Connie Chung?

Todd be goin to Columbus Ohio!!!

DOOD, my bud is goin on his mission soon!!!! He just got his freakin mission call!! I'll be back later tonight with where he's goin!!